Life goes on

I'm gonna write this in english, and I guess all my posts will be written like this from now on. This to make my fans happy, of course.
Actually I was thinking about writing this post since many days ago, but you know, life runs fast and time goes by.
Ginny and Rob got married few days ago. Then also Gabriella and Riccardo did. In July my cousin Roberta became wife. Many people around me are going on with their life, taking it to the next step, I'm standing here looking.
I turn 30 next week. Never tought it would affect me as much as my older friend said, but it does. Fuck!
I can feel the pressure on my shoulder. Is it really time to look back? To take note of past accomplishments?
Oh God... That's not pleasant.
Maybe I should just look back to what I did in 30 years of life and not to what I've not done yet.
And actually I did quite a lot.
I always imagine myself with a notepad in my hand. A big list of things to do, experiences to live in one life and I marked several already. I flight on a helicopter, I shoot with a shotgun in the desert (check the video below), I ate tarantula, I jumped from cliffs, I did scuba diving, I met Go Nagai and many others...
I think I could be quite satisfied for now, but I want more and more.
I use to joke with some friends saying that I will die one day in a piss and blood puddle somewhere in the globe. It wouldn't be bad. If you understand what I mean... and probably you don't.
So... what's the point?
I'm gonna be 30 next week and I will rock as I never did before!
Fuck life!
There is a list to complete!